Sunday, September 21, 2008

My boyfriend and my best friend smoke

So, as I have writing on here before I'm sure I have said something about how I work in a hospital and a clinic. Well I work almost every weekend in the hospital but this weekend I got to see first hand how painful lung cancer has to be. This person was young too! I don't think people that smoke really know that it can hit you at any time in your life. This guy is sooooo sick right now and it just isn't pretty at all. He was pukeing up parts of his lungs even and his body it trying to heal itself and it is just making him sicker and. . . . You just have noooo idea.

I never want to see my boyfriend or best friend go through that but I know my best friend makes it clear that she doesn't want to quit and if someone wants to make her...that they aren't worth it. I just hope someday she desides on her own before it gets to that and I hope she doesn't have to see it for herself because it isn't pleasant to see.

I know my boyfriend as tried to quit before..even a few times but I understand it is really really hard to do. I just wish he could do it and it would work this time. I really don't want to ever see him go through that. It is soooooo bad!!!

I just know that I will never forget that experience and I never want to become a smoker because I would never want to go through that.
I hate it even when people smoke around me but sometimes it's hard to get away from when you are in a bar.

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