So I'm reading a book(I know pixie..wow! haha) and that book really got me thinking about how well I really know my boyfriend. I mean in this book this girl as this bond with a guy and they play a game they call truth and that is how they really got to know eachother in a short time I guess you could say.
This girl ends up thinking about how well she really knows everyone else and comes to the relization that she doesn't really know them all that well, even her own mother, let alone them really knowing her.
Because of that section in the book it was making me think about things that I have never really asked my boyfriend which suprised me because every past relationship I pretty much know everything for the most part cause we always went to school together or something like that so that was never a question. But with my boyfriend now...I'm going to be 21 this Friday and he is 28 and we have only known eachother for a year now so I don't REALLY know his past nor does he REALLY know mine. Of course things come up that we have talked about like school in the past and childhood memories and such but I have came to realize I really don't know a who lot about him. I love him dearly and he is one of the most important people in my life...I even woke up on Friday morning next to him thinking about how I honestly can't imagine my life without him....isn't that a scary thought?!
I guess the biggest question in my mind that popped up that I want to know the most right now is "what is he most afraid of?" It's something I have always known about the serious relationships that I have been in..even some of the not so serious. I just want to know but I know how he is to and I can't help but to wonder if he really even knows what his biggest fear is?
I have my ideas on what it is but I choose not to speek them. I would rather not be wrong on that subject.
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hello my darling, i first want to start out by answering the question you posted on my blog, you have to go into editing the layout of your page from the dashboard and then click on the side boxes (the one that says add an element) and then you find the one that allows you to put up your fav. blogs.
ok, my second thing to say is that i'm glad i am so important to you...that simple, short sweet and to the point message brought tears to my eyes, and i'm greatful to have you in my life. even if you are my only true friend, i feel that it should be enough, and it was very selfish of me to even tempt the idea of suicide into my brain. you are also very important to me too, and the only person who truly knows me inside and out (even wompared with my family, and that's saying something because i'm VERY close to my family) and that brings me to the next and final thing, i have a ... suggestion if you will...why don't you talk to him about your book, explain what is going on, and then simply ask if he would like to play the game with you? and then get all of your questions answered? it sounds simple enough, so i'm sure you've thought of it, but you know him more than me (i should hope) and you'd know if he'd be willed to play along and participate. even if he is a bit skiddish at first about it, ask him to humor you...that usually works with men...
love you always and forever
-the pixie
by the way, there will be a surprise waiting for you at 7p.m. at your parent's house on your birthday. make sure to dress to impress, i'm taking you out for a surprise (but early turn in) night of fun...the surprise is the events so like i said make sure you dress up in jeans and the cutest top you have! nad maybe something for warm weather, i have a feeling you will be nice and toasty by the time we are done... :D
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