WHAT DO I DO!?!

So I feel absolutely awful because my very best friend in the whole world wants to die. I love her so much...does she not realize that. I need her here even if she doesn't see it. She's prolly the only one that will read this even but whatever. I need you in my life Pixie and if you leave here I will die along with you...even if my body is still working and here on earth, if you aren't here and well with me to bring joy and comfort to my life it would TOTALLY SUCK without you and I would be forever depressed without you.