I can't believe you did this!

I honestly can't believe you two did this to me! I don't understand. I thought that I ment something to you...both of you...but then you both stabbed me in the back! I don't really understand how you guys can say that you love me and then go and do such and awful thing. wow...I didn't think it would hurt like this...I had a feeling it would happen and that it was going on but I was hopeing I was wrong...but am I ever wrong but that?!? Guess not...you guys proved me right. You came out with the true and the true hurts. I don't know how I will ever forgive you guys. I want to but it's hurt. The thing is you thought I would break down over this but guess what....neither of you guys are wrong that. I'm stonger then that. I'm BETTER than you! Some of the lyrics in the song I put on here I feel about all of this.
Here it is:

Strong - by: Jordyn Taylor

Bet you thought that i'd be broken.
Mascara streakin' down my cheek.
Devastated, out the door way;
In a daze, a state of disbelief.
I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad.
but, baby i wont satisfy your need.
i've already been there, done that.
I'll be fine, even if you leave.

Ohh i dont need you anymore;
and don't you know, that

You, were the one that made me strong;
you made me stand up on my own,
with every cruel intention, you helped me find my
independence.

yeah it's all because of you,
that i have the strength i do,
to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'.
Boy i'm thankin' you. Boy i'm thankin' you.

Thinking back on how you changed me,
everytime, you tried to put me down.
even though you really hurt me,
underneath, myself is what i found.
so take a look inside these eyes now,
and say the things you want to say to me.
cuz i've already spread my wings out;
and your the one, the one who set me free.

Ohh i dont need you anymore
Ohh and don't you know, that

You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence

yeah it's all because of you
that i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashin'
Boy im thanking you,

For all the tears i cried
for all the sacrafice
for all the drama
'cuz in the end it made me stronger
so trust me i'll be fine
baby i'll survive
without you, in my life, but i want you to know

that you
were the one that broke my heart
but i won't fall apart
no.. im so moving on
cuz babyyy


You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence

yeah it's all because of you
that i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashing
Boy i'm thanking you, Boy i'm thankin you
(laughter)