Just another day at the good old hospital on the weekend like always...haha. Sometimes I really an not sure why I pick the medical feild. I mean come on! I am exposed to soooooo many different deseases and stuff that I can catch because of my job. Sometimes that's enough to make you wanna take a shower and scrub your skin RIGHT OFF!!! haha.
Even though there is a so much bad things like that there is some good. I like that I am helping people because they need it. If it weren't for people like me that are working in hospitals and clinics who would be taking care of us?!?!?
I guess at least my job is doing some good for others right?
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
2 songs
So my very best friend in the world...a.k.a Pixie, has written a couple of songs and we were talking about the whole possibility of a band or something and she thought I should try writing songs too but I wasn't sure if I could do it. I mean...I write poems but songs are a little different.
She said she felt the same way and thought she could never write a song until is just came to her one night. She wasn't sure if her song was good but I really really liked it!!!!
But now I know kinda what she ment. I just had a notion to start writing a song and I have a start on two actually. I'm not sure if they are anything good but it is good practice either way. They could always be fixed up.
No sure if I will post them on here...unless people really wanna read them...let me know if ya do.
She said she felt the same way and thought she could never write a song until is just came to her one night. She wasn't sure if her song was good but I really really liked it!!!!
But now I know kinda what she ment. I just had a notion to start writing a song and I have a start on two actually. I'm not sure if they are anything good but it is good practice either way. They could always be fixed up.
No sure if I will post them on here...unless people really wanna read them...let me know if ya do.
Another weekend of work
So I work all weekend like most and I have quit a bit to do. I have a lot of homework to do but at least I can get some of it done at work in the lab. I prolly will take a break from that here and there to write to my cusin that is going to school far away.
Besides that I am pretty busy this weekend. Kinda hopeing it goes by fast...but I kinda don't really want to go back home to school and all that...plus I'm sure someone needs a little more space right now....maybe I won't go back on Sunday.
We'll see.
Besides that I am pretty busy this weekend. Kinda hopeing it goes by fast...but I kinda don't really want to go back home to school and all that...plus I'm sure someone needs a little more space right now....maybe I won't go back on Sunday.
We'll see.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Washcloth (E-mail from friend. LOL)
The Washcloth
This has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this!
I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am.
I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45 am.
The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare.
As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort.
So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in "that area" to make sure I was at least presentable.
I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment.
I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in.
Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure you do, I hopped up on the table, looked over at the other side of the room and pretended that I was in? Paris ?or some other place a million miles away.
I was a little surprised when the doctor said, 'My, we have made an extra effort this morning, haven't we'?
I didn't respond.
After the appointment, I heaved a sigh of relief and went home. The rest of the day was normal . Some shopping, cleaning, cooking. After school when my 6 year old daughter was playing, she called out from the bathroom, 'Mommy, where's my washcloth?
I told her to get another one from t he cupboard.
She replied, 'Nooo, I need the one that was here by the sink, it had all my glitter and sparkles saved inside it.'
………..uhhh, NEVER going back to that doctor ever!!
This has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this!
I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am.
I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45 am.
The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare.
As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort.
So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in "that area" to make sure I was at least presentable.
I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment.
I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in.
Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure you do, I hopped up on the table, looked over at the other side of the room and pretended that I was in? Paris ?or some other place a million miles away.
I was a little surprised when the doctor said, 'My, we have made an extra effort this morning, haven't we'?
I didn't respond.
After the appointment, I heaved a sigh of relief and went home. The rest of the day was normal . Some shopping, cleaning, cooking. After school when my 6 year old daughter was playing, she called out from the bathroom, 'Mommy, where's my washcloth?
I told her to get another one from t he cupboard.
She replied, 'Nooo, I need the one that was here by the sink, it had all my glitter and sparkles saved inside it.'
………..uhhh, NEVER going back to that doctor ever!!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Difference between Knowledge and Wisdom! hahaha
This is so funny and true! Read it! You will laugh.
Knowledge is to look at a wet floor sign and to know not to walk on the wet floor.
You have knowledge at this point.
Wisdom is having walked on said floor, slipped and busted your ass, and now being smart enough not to walk on the floor when it is wet again.
You have aquired wisdom dumb ass.
Knowledge is to look at a wet floor sign and to know not to walk on the wet floor.
You have knowledge at this point.
Wisdom is having walked on said floor, slipped and busted your ass, and now being smart enough not to walk on the floor when it is wet again.
You have aquired wisdom dumb ass.
Is he mad? CONT.
So my man ended up texting me when he woke up today and he said sorry he didn't call and that he loves me and can't wait to see me tonight. So I guess he isn't mad. haha. I even called him after that and said I really was sorry and he was like, "no big deal...I should have called." haha.
I guess everything is okay then so that's good. Yeah!
I guess everything is okay then so that's good. Yeah!
Is he mad?
So Friday, while my boyfriend and I were saying goodbye cause I had to go home to my hometown to work for the weekend( I work almost every weekend there)he said that he work prolly talk to be after work Saturday cause he had to work at the bar that day. Well it was a couple hours after he was off so I desided I would just call him cause maybe he forgot or was still at the bar with some friends are something.
Well he was still at the bar but he said he would call when he was leaving so we could talk and say good night. I told him I was going to bed soon cause I work really early but whatever...but before we hung up he said he would call.
Well I was drifting in and out of sleep until 1:30 I looked at my cell and he still hadn't called so I texted him something like "thanks for not calling or thanks for calling" cause I was a little upset. He texted me that he was still at the bar so he prolly stayed till close. I really hope my text didn't reck his night but he still didn't even call when he did leave! What the heck. So now I think he is prolly mad at me and I feel bad.
I called him this mornig and he didn't pick up so I left a message saying I was sorry. I just was excited that he was going to call and I really just wanted to talk to him before bed cause I miss him. Is that so bad??? I love the guy! Then I texted him a bit after saying please don't be mad at me. and I really am sorry. But he never replied yet or called so whatever.
Maybe I just won't go home after work today right away so he can chill. He will prolly be out with his friends anyway because he will think that I will be home already....
Well he was still at the bar but he said he would call when he was leaving so we could talk and say good night. I told him I was going to bed soon cause I work really early but whatever...but before we hung up he said he would call.
Well I was drifting in and out of sleep until 1:30 I looked at my cell and he still hadn't called so I texted him something like "thanks for not calling or thanks for calling" cause I was a little upset. He texted me that he was still at the bar so he prolly stayed till close. I really hope my text didn't reck his night but he still didn't even call when he did leave! What the heck. So now I think he is prolly mad at me and I feel bad.
I called him this mornig and he didn't pick up so I left a message saying I was sorry. I just was excited that he was going to call and I really just wanted to talk to him before bed cause I miss him. Is that so bad??? I love the guy! Then I texted him a bit after saying please don't be mad at me. and I really am sorry. But he never replied yet or called so whatever.
Maybe I just won't go home after work today right away so he can chill. He will prolly be out with his friends anyway because he will think that I will be home already....
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Apples and Wine (email from a friend)
I love this...
Apples and Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree.
Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now Men... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Share this with all the good apples you know.
(Goes out to you Pixie!!!!! hahaha...your a good apple)
Apples and Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree.
Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now Men... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Share this with all the good apples you know.
(Goes out to you Pixie!!!!! hahaha...your a good apple)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Chillin' before class
So pixie just left a little while ago. I have class at 5 till 8 tonight so I am bored right now since my bff left. haha.
Anyway, I hope this class isn't going to be toooo bad. Looks like it's going to be a hard class but maybe my boyfriend will be able to help if I really don't get it cause he took the class a while ago. Hopefully he didn't forget everything. haha.
Anyway, I hope this class isn't going to be toooo bad. Looks like it's going to be a hard class but maybe my boyfriend will be able to help if I really don't get it cause he took the class a while ago. Hopefully he didn't forget everything. haha.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
The start of the school year
So I started school on Monday this week again. 3rd year of college. boy oh boy! One thing good about it though is my best friend pixie is going to school at the same place now so i get to see her a lot more than before. Besides that I'm not really that excited about this year. haha.
Like tonight. I have class at 7pm till 10pm. grrrrr. haha. and I also have a night class tomorrow besides all my other classes through out the week. oh well.
Anyway...That's it for now.
~Stang~ a.k.a. guitar girl!
Like tonight. I have class at 7pm till 10pm. grrrrr. haha. and I also have a night class tomorrow besides all my other classes through out the week. oh well.
Anyway...That's it for now.
~Stang~ a.k.a. guitar girl!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
My 21st birthday
OMG!!!! My 21st birthday was absooooooooluuuuuttttlllly nuts! haha. I had 21 shots and I am a pretty good light weight they would say. I can't believe I didn't die! haha. It was tons of fun for the most part but the next morning wasn't all that great. lol....yeah, I had a hangover.
So anyway that night My boyfriend took me out again and I got drunk again with all the people that couldn't make it to the night before. That was pretty fun too.
So anyway that night My boyfriend took me out again and I got drunk again with all the people that couldn't make it to the night before. That was pretty fun too.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Tomorrow's the big day!!
So tomorrow is my 21st Birthday!!!! I'm kinda excited for this one cause my boyfriend is 28 and I never can go to the bars with him when he goes so now it should be nice. He is even excited I will be able to hang with him at the bar now to if I want to. I'm not tooo into that seen but here and there is nice I guess.
Hope tomorrow goes great. I even made a treat for the people I work with tomorrow!!!! They betta be happy I'm bringing them somethin'!!! hahaha.
Hope tomorrow goes great. I even made a treat for the people I work with tomorrow!!!! They betta be happy I'm bringing them somethin'!!! hahaha.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Don't know how to tell him...
I love my boyfriend so much and he knows how I feel because I don't have that big of a problem telling him but I just wish I knew how he felt more. I know that he loves me but will it ever be more???
I can see myself being with him forever but can he see being with me forever??? Is it even possible for 2 people to stay with one another forever with the devorce rate these days?!? I try to believe that it is possible but it's hard.
I really want to tell him that I know he isn't ready to hear the serious things that I feel because he isn't at that point in his like but I am afraid that what he would say to that and if that would hurt his feelings.....even worse.....would he dump me???
I can see myself being with him forever but can he see being with me forever??? Is it even possible for 2 people to stay with one another forever with the devorce rate these days?!? I try to believe that it is possible but it's hard.
I really want to tell him that I know he isn't ready to hear the serious things that I feel because he isn't at that point in his like but I am afraid that what he would say to that and if that would hurt his feelings.....even worse.....would he dump me???
Monday, August 11, 2008
Sitting in the living room
So I really bored right now and I am just waiting for my boyfriend to get home. He had some things to do and he stopped at the bar for a little while so I have some time to just blog.
He had 2 volleyball games today that I went to like always. It was alright but I was getting pretty cold by the end so it was nice that we left pretty much right after it was done.
lol! Something funny that happened when we first got home was that my boyfriend gave me a kiss before we walked into the doorway. Whenever I have lip gloss on he always says "sticky lips...yucky!!!" hahaha...and he did it today. haha..."I said stop it! haha". No what he said?....."I still like to kiss your lips...stick and all." awwww....how sweet.
Anyway...that's it for now I guess. I don't really have anything else to talk about.
Until next time,
Guitar Goddess.
He had 2 volleyball games today that I went to like always. It was alright but I was getting pretty cold by the end so it was nice that we left pretty much right after it was done.
lol! Something funny that happened when we first got home was that my boyfriend gave me a kiss before we walked into the doorway. Whenever I have lip gloss on he always says "sticky lips...yucky!!!" hahaha...and he did it today. haha..."I said stop it! haha". No what he said?....."I still like to kiss your lips...stick and all." awwww....how sweet.
Anyway...that's it for now I guess. I don't really have anything else to talk about.
Until next time,
Guitar Goddess.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
How well do I really know him?
So I'm reading a book(I know pixie..wow! haha) and that book really got me thinking about how well I really know my boyfriend. I mean in this book this girl as this bond with a guy and they play a game they call truth and that is how they really got to know eachother in a short time I guess you could say.
This girl ends up thinking about how well she really knows everyone else and comes to the relization that she doesn't really know them all that well, even her own mother, let alone them really knowing her.
Because of that section in the book it was making me think about things that I have never really asked my boyfriend which suprised me because every past relationship I pretty much know everything for the most part cause we always went to school together or something like that so that was never a question. But with my boyfriend now...I'm going to be 21 this Friday and he is 28 and we have only known eachother for a year now so I don't REALLY know his past nor does he REALLY know mine. Of course things come up that we have talked about like school in the past and childhood memories and such but I have came to realize I really don't know a who lot about him. I love him dearly and he is one of the most important people in my life...I even woke up on Friday morning next to him thinking about how I honestly can't imagine my life without him....isn't that a scary thought?!
I guess the biggest question in my mind that popped up that I want to know the most right now is "what is he most afraid of?" It's something I have always known about the serious relationships that I have been in..even some of the not so serious. I just want to know but I know how he is to and I can't help but to wonder if he really even knows what his biggest fear is?
I have my ideas on what it is but I choose not to speek them. I would rather not be wrong on that subject.
This girl ends up thinking about how well she really knows everyone else and comes to the relization that she doesn't really know them all that well, even her own mother, let alone them really knowing her.
Because of that section in the book it was making me think about things that I have never really asked my boyfriend which suprised me because every past relationship I pretty much know everything for the most part cause we always went to school together or something like that so that was never a question. But with my boyfriend now...I'm going to be 21 this Friday and he is 28 and we have only known eachother for a year now so I don't REALLY know his past nor does he REALLY know mine. Of course things come up that we have talked about like school in the past and childhood memories and such but I have came to realize I really don't know a who lot about him. I love him dearly and he is one of the most important people in my life...I even woke up on Friday morning next to him thinking about how I honestly can't imagine my life without him....isn't that a scary thought?!
I guess the biggest question in my mind that popped up that I want to know the most right now is "what is he most afraid of?" It's something I have always known about the serious relationships that I have been in..even some of the not so serious. I just want to know but I know how he is to and I can't help but to wonder if he really even knows what his biggest fear is?
I have my ideas on what it is but I choose not to speek them. I would rather not be wrong on that subject.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
WHAT DO I DO!?!
So I feel absolutely awful because my very best friend in the whole world wants to die. I love her so much...does she not realize that. I need her here even if she doesn't see it. She's prolly the only one that will read this even but whatever. I need you in my life Pixie and if you leave here I will die along with you...even if my body is still working and here on earth, if you aren't here and well with me to bring joy and comfort to my life it would TOTALLY SUCK without you and I would be forever depressed without you.
One of those weekends
Looks like it's going to be another one of those weekends where it's pretty busy at work(I'm a phlebotomist) and I have tons to do when I get done with work today and tomorrow. I have a few minutes to breath now so it's nice.
My grandma and grandpa on one side gave me my birthday card early this year so I wanted to stop over there since I am in town to work and all and say thank you...plus one of my moms friends had a baby a couple weeks ago and I should go see how big he's getting. My lil and only sis wants me to play tennis with her today aswell and I really should as I feel bad for the last time I was home I had to turn her down. haha...she seems to miss me for some reason now that I am gone I guess most of the time. Gotta love her! :-)
Many other little things to do but those are just a few of the big ones... hope I get everything done and don't feel so stressed. lol.
goodbye for now.
My grandma and grandpa on one side gave me my birthday card early this year so I wanted to stop over there since I am in town to work and all and say thank you...plus one of my moms friends had a baby a couple weeks ago and I should go see how big he's getting. My lil and only sis wants me to play tennis with her today aswell and I really should as I feel bad for the last time I was home I had to turn her down. haha...she seems to miss me for some reason now that I am gone I guess most of the time. Gotta love her! :-)
Many other little things to do but those are just a few of the big ones... hope I get everything done and don't feel so stressed. lol.
goodbye for now.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
A Person
This is just one of my poems I have writen....just thought I'd put it out there.
A Person
Who is the person that is always there,
every time the world's not fair.
Who is the person that helps you out,
when you are in a problem and can't seem to get out.
Who is the person that gives you a hug,
which makes you feel better when no one else would.
Who is the person that is true to you,
the person that stands up for you.
The person that you can go to,
no matter what's up.
The person that's there when your
boyfriend and you split up.
The person that this is,
is someone close to you.
The person is your best friend,
who is always there for you.
A Person
Who is the person that is always there,
every time the world's not fair.
Who is the person that helps you out,
when you are in a problem and can't seem to get out.
Who is the person that gives you a hug,
which makes you feel better when no one else would.
Who is the person that is true to you,
the person that stands up for you.
The person that you can go to,
no matter what's up.
The person that's there when your
boyfriend and you split up.
The person that this is,
is someone close to you.
The person is your best friend,
who is always there for you.
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