This last week

I guess to could say this last week was pretty full of suprises.

First of my boyfriend and I had a couple BIG convos. on what churches we go to. He is cathlic and I am baptist. He said he wouldn't become a baptist and that hurt my feelings because he didn't even give it a chance. But after we talked for a while, we both agree that God is what is important and that we both believe in the same person so what does it matter what we are. We are both christains and THAT'S what is the big picture here. After talking about soooo many things with the differences of our churches and stuff, I felt a lot better. We even what to get a new bible together so that we can both try and read and discuse things together. It would be a great thing to do and bring us closer to God and closer to eachother.

Alright...another thing that doens't nesesurally suprise me but just is really annoying is that a girl that I know in my classes as school is sooo...Idk...stupid because she said that I was here best friend here and then once she made some other friends at work and stuff I was really happy for her but then she said the only reason we were ever friends was because she had no one else. How rude!! So now all I can think about when she ever does talk to me(which is only when she has a question or something to brag about and has no one else to brag to)is that she is such a rude person and fake to people. I see it now when she is fake to others because she use to do that to me. Guess what....she talked to me 2 times this last week. Friends huh? yeah...RIIIIIGHT.

School was heckick with midterms and such. Plus my job at the school was soooo busy. I had sooo much to do in a little amount of time. But I managed to get it all done. YEAH!!!

I had to work friday at the clinic but that went pretty well for once. Everyone was really nice I guess. I had to help with one of the students that was there to learn and practice. What a nut job! He was soooooo incretably slow...I mean come on...do you have to line up your tubes three times! NO! Plus he would leave the needle lay there...you NEVER do that. So I had to say something to him. Jeeesh.

Well I am working this weekend in my hometown again like every weekend pretty much so I guess that's pretty much it.
I only have to study for 1 big test for next week so I am happy I don't have a lot of homework for once on the weekend.

Best friend huh?

So I don't understand how a best friend could be so rude as to stop talking to there best friend with out saying what's going on.
I was there to help with everything and then the next day was wondering how she was doing and then she can't say a thing?!?!

What friend just egnores there friend completely and have no reason for doing that.

oh...and also lie about saying she doesn't cut anymore but then posts it on myspace!!! GEEESSSHHHHH.

a doctor?....and cute!!!

haha. Okay...so I'll explain the title here.

Yesterday I was working at one of the clinics that I work at and the hospital is conected but I have never gone over there before because I haven't ever really had a reason to. So anyway...we had to drop something of at there lab and I didn't know where it was so one of the girls I work with said I could go with to check it out.

First of the hospital looked beautiful and like it was a nice place to be I guess you could say.(Not that a hospital is every a nice place to really be in but I think you know what I mean.) So anyway, on the way there as we where weaving there the hallways, there was two doctors walking tward us and one looked up and smiled...like one of those stupid boyish smiles when they like someone...and he said Hi to me. He looked pretty young too!!!and cute!!! lol.

I love my boyfriend very very very much but it was just very flattering that a doctor was all boyishly smileing and saying hi to me. It made me feel a little better about myself at that moment. (I usually feel like I'm nothing really much at all I guess you could say.)

Last NIght

So last night my boyfriend and I got in a fight. I hate this. I feel like everything just seems like it is falling apart. School stresses me out and feeling like I'm being just a pain in my bf's side.
I don't want to make him sad but I wanted to hang out with my friends....and I said I was sorry I was upset that I find out what he is up to from everyone else.
I just don't want him to deside that he doesn't want me in his life anymore.

I don't know what I would do if that happened.

wow I am tired!

So I just texted my mom because I am pretty much almost falling asleep at work. I'm so freakin TIRED!!! I went to bed at 9:00pm last night too! Geeeesssshhhh. Well them my mom ended up calling when she got the text and said that dad is going to be making some coffee soon and he will drop some off for me at work(the Hospital). Gosh I can't wait. I don't even really like coffee but I am soooo tired. Maybe it will help wake me up! AAAAAHHHHHH!

OMG!!!

Oh My Gosh!!! So my boyfriend went out to breakfast with his friend but then before leaving town...they stopped to say goodbye before they left!

That was soooo nice of them. It made me happy to see my man before he left.

homecoming in my hometown lastnight

So homecoming was not what it use to be anymore. It isn't nearly as fun and no one seems to cheer the team on anymore. And the Band....Oh boy....don't even get me started. Band was the biggest thing...We were the best of the best. I had so much pride to be in that band because it was the best and it was soooo much fun. The band is so much smaller now.

Anyway, I had my boyfriend come to my hometown with me for the homecoming football game. I don't think it was the funnest for him considering how it seems to be now here. Anyway, we went out to eat and had a couple drinks with some of his friends that are from around here and then he actually stayed at my families home with me!!!! I was so happy. It was so nice to be able to spend some time on the start of a weekend.

So now he is still sleeping I'm guessing in my bedroom. haha. He is going back to where we live(my college town) but I just wish he would stay the weekend. I'll be living to go back tomorrow anyway after work. I was just thinking that I could talk him out to my grandpa's land and go look around and I could show him some stuff. There's a creek on the land to and my grandpa is making a walking trail to it and I wanted us to go see it and have grandpa show us cause my grandpa would love that sooooo much. But I'm sure he won't stay....He will want to go back home. I just thought since he actually had the weekend off, he could stay.